laura, 18, new york.

im very bad and also very not good

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a blanket burrito but with blackout curtains so i would never see light again and no one would ever see me again

i am so horrible i really do hate myself i dont know what to do its getting so old its so exhausting but like everything i think about myself is true uk like i can be very judgmental about other people so like i know whats good and whats bad and honestly everything about me is honestly awful like i go through my list of every body part and every character flaw and it seems that the list grows every day im just so bad and sad and done honestly at this point like i just wanna sleep all day tomorrow honestly

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i swear to god my cause of death with be my insecurities like wooooowww i dont think i will ever get over them like i truly am a piece of shit i want to start my life over like i would do so many things differently like there is nothing that makes me more physically sad than my own fucking self i just want to be different oh my god if i was pretty oh my god oh my god if i was pretty 99% of my problems would be solved i swear

if i was pretty and likable and not boring and so fuckingggggggggggg shitty

i truly resent every part of myself its this cognitive dissonance i will never grow out of and its destroying me

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oh my god oh my god oh my god i hate myself so much oh my fucking god i feel like im going to throw up holy shit i hate myself ohmyggooddddddddddddddxx iwanna die die die oh ym god i HATE MYSELLFFD oh my god i seriously like honestly truly hate my life like i really hate it i really do

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mrcrockervevo:

I was offered sex today by a 26 year old man. in exchange of that I was supposed to advertise some kind of bathroom cleaner on my tumblr. of course i declined because of my morals and strong will power. which is just as strong as ajox. the super strong bathroom cleaner. now avaliable scented with lemon or vanilla.

please dont ask for any more of me because i will give it to you

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canadad:

just-shower-thoughts:

Birth Certificates are just receipts for human beings.

how and where can i return myself

i am worthless

I get way too sensitive when I get attached to someone. I can detect the slightest changed in the tone of their voice, and suddenly I’m spending all day trying to figure out what I did wrong.

— Brandon Stanton (via perrfectly)

lohanthony:

galaxy floor.. tight

thecooliogatsby:

Space moodboard (pics aren’t mine)

SH